hepi bday to me!!

hi peeps...

hahaha..today is my big day..it's my 23rd bday.dah tua sgt i ni..hurm...ape yg i nk ek?keazaman cmne yg i nk ek??im just asking Allah to give me a very high level of patient and peaceful life.rasenye xsanggup menghadapi bebanan masalah yang menimpa ni seorang diri.hurmm...nk lari,xtau kemana..nk stay...aduh,menyeksa diri!

now i realize,love is just a game.a game for 2.if u have nasib yang baik, u win.if u have nasib xbaik,tergolek dog terus!

sakit??

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xdapat nak bayangkan.sakit yang teramat sangat sampai kadang2 xtertanggung dah.nasib baik iman di hati ni walaupon xbrape nak kuat, tapi still mampu utk buat i berfikir bahawa idop ni masih belum berakhir....~

lucky to have a lot of frens who support me to faced this problems.thanks pal..without u all....i xmampu utk teruskan idup ni lagi..

dan utk si dia.....

i will never n ever n ever forgive u!!!sampai mati pon.......kemaafan xkan ade utk u!

i miss him damn much..

hi peeps..

now im in kl.saje blk mlm tadi.gile skejap otak ni..xtau nape..huhuhu..well,nothing much to say.i just miss him damn much.who??aizat la..even kitorang dok dekat melaka..ibarat dekat tapi jauh..dekat dimata..tapi jauh sgt di hati.sdey la..bile sume ni akan berakhir??i alway hoping this is my scariest nightmare ever.but this is reality.sampai bile kite akan same2 diatas kan..sometimes kene jgk berada di bawah.hadapi ujian Allah dengan penuh kesabaran dan ketenangan.i harap2 sgt sume ini akan berakhir secepat yg mungkin.payah betul melalui setiap hari2 yang sgt mencabar tanpa die di sisi.naseb baik ade kwn2 yang sangat supportive dan memahami.thankz to all my friends.jasa korg sume xdapat i balas.hanya Allah yang mampu membalasnya.

well,mungkin ramai org cakap i bodoh..mmg..xdinafikan..im so stupid still waiting for him to chance.but i believe in one thing.Allah akan memberi ganjaran kepada hamba-Nya yang bersabar.ini hanya ujian kepada hamba-Nya yang disygi.i patut bersyukur sebab sekurang2nya i tau Allah sygkan i.sebab itu Allah hadiahkan this wonderful gift for me.thank Allah..

i still on with aizat even he asking me to be just friend.nope!i will not accept this.i know, die meminta itu tanpa kerelaan hatinya.sebab setiap kali he said that, he's not looking my eyes and mata die berkaca2..he just want to block his feeling to me.he still love me.really love me.i believe in that.it just hati die memberontak and nk doing something but he can't.so im the victim.but it's ok baby..im still be with u.di dalam suka ataupon duka..i'll support u as much as i can.

i hope everybody who read this entry will pray for me.pray for him n pray for our happiness.plez gives us moral support and hope that we will back together even it takes so much time.i will wait till my last breath..

hey aizat..remember that my heart and my soul is just for u!jgn nk suruh i cari lelaki lain yg lebih deserve me.the only man who deserve me is YOU!remember that..love u damn much babe!

im back!

hola peeps,

lame sgt xupdate blog kan.ini semua kerana i sgtla bz kerja..lalalala kerja...bak kate lala, i ni kumpul duit nk shopping kat indon tapi harap maklum ye cik lala, abu shah ckp xleh trip keluar negara.so terpaksela aku abiskan duit aku shoping di dlm negara ni.lagipon esok megasale dah start.huhuhu..hepi2..akhirnya dapatla i shoping dengan hepinye..

ops..oleh kerana dah lame sgt xonline n jenguk blog,xperasan plak lala telah tag i..mari kite setlekan tag die ni..

Anda rasa anda Hot?
of course baby..im hot rite now...hot di dlm dan hot di luar..lebih hangat dari biasa tau.!!


Upload gambar kegemaran anda?
sowi...ini bkn lappy i.so xleh la nk upload..

Kenapa anda suka gambar ini?
xleh jwb soklan ni..

Bila kali terakhir makan pizza??
erm..last 3 weeks kot.mkn dominos pizza.sedap bangat..

Selain nama sendiri, anda suka di panggil ape??
1. aimi - ni kwn2 sekolah je yg panggil.
2. ann - ni kwn2 uitm yg panggil
3. kak long - my family used this..
4. nadia - some of my family used this..kwn2 kat shell pon gune nama ni..
5. kak long cun - ni makteh n family je yg gune.cun bkn bermaksud cantik.tapi cun tu dari ayat jepun..xtau nape mak teh paggil i cmni..tapi lantak la..
6. syg - rasenye u all tau kot sape je yg pggil i cmni..but lately......arghh...forget it..

ok,rasenye sume soklan lala telah terjwb..b4 i end up today's blog,ni ade 1 lirik lagu yg emm...ntahla,enjoy this song!

Rossa – Hati Yang Kau Sakiti

jangan pernah katakan bahwa
cintamu hanya untukku
karna kini kau telah membaginya

* maafkan bila memang kini
harus kutinggalkan dirimu
karna hatiku selalu kau lukai

** tak ada lagi yang bisa ku lakukan tanpamu
ku hanya bisa mengatakan apa yang ku rasa

reff:
ku menangis membayangkan
betapa kejamnya dirimu atas diriku
kau duakan cinta ini
kau pergi bersamanya

ku menangis melepaskan
kepergian dirimu dari sisi hidupku
harus slalu kau tahu
aku lah hati yang telah kau sakiti

repeat *, **
repeat reff

ku menangis
harus slalu kau tahu
aku lah hati yang telah kau sakiti

sorry, lagu ni ade skit2 kene mengena ngn diri ini..tp ade yg xberkenaan pun..yang penting, hati ini telah dilukai!

k,tatatititutu~

about me!

1. Name. Age. Gender?

- aimi nadiah.going to be 23.female

2. What is ur current favourite song?

- my confession by afgan

3. Why?
- i don't have any reason to love it.it just suit my ears!

4. What describes your relationship situation?
- hm..biase jer..

5. Where were you three hours ago?
- pasar keramat beli kuih...(patutla gemok...)

6. What was the last movie you saw?
- hmm..twilight.(actually dah million times kot tgk movie ni..)

7. What was the last food you ate?
- kuih corn custard..my fsveret yg br dibeli di pasar keramat..

8. Last surprise
- 3 days ago..im surprised by aizat behavior..he's totally different now.. :(

9. Who was your last conversation with?
- mak yong..

10.Ever been out without underwear on?
- time kecik2 dulu kot..let me ask my mummy..

11.Color of your shirt now?
- white..

12.What is your middle name?
- do i have middle name?nadiah kot..

13.Ever been to the beach at night?
- of course..it so relax to hear the music of nature..(teringat mase kat langkawi with aizat.. :(

14.Are you a bad influence?
- somebody say it to me..n im so upset with her...

15.What was the last argument you had about?
- with aizat..we argue a lot.n make me sad.. :(

16.Rather have your name or your siblings name?
- kak long cun..

17.Do you love someone right now?
- yup.my family,my fren,n aizat..

18.Do they love you back?
- what u ask me?ask them la..!

19.Favorite colors?
- pink..pink for princess like me!hahaha

20.Ever held a baby?
- yup..i hope i have my own.hhuhu~

21.What song are you listening ryt now?
- nothing..i answering this question..

22.Wear glasses?
- yup.n decided 2  try contact lens after this..

23.Last thing someone bought for you?
-  hmm..i dunno..i dont need anybodt sympathy to buy anything for me..

24.Does your best friend have a friendster?
- yup.die mmg antu fwenster

25.Whose page did you visit last?
- wani..minah giler.ahahah

27.Next event you're going to?
- event msak memasak la..dah nk mlm ni..japg mummy n daddy blk keje gerenti lapar..

28.Do you have one or more Britney Spears CDs?
- ade.lagu yg prereogative kot..dah lama sgt.given by abg roshan..thanks bro!

29.Best and worse event you've ever been to?
-  best>>sport day time kat kedah..i was fun..
- worse-> ntah..lupe..

30.Emo or Scene?
- emo..n i dont like it..

31.Do you sing in the car?
- yup.i ske nyanyi

32.Do you ever sing in the shower?
- tu tempat karaoke paling best ever!

33.What track are u listening ryt now?
- huh!takde coz sound lappy i rosak..

34.Last person to tell you they loved you?
-  aizat.just now..

35.Do you think they meant it?
-  dulu yes.now..hmmm..im wondering~

36.Last person spoke to on the phone?
- aizat.we settled our conflict!

37.Do you like to dance?
- yup.i kinda like it so much!

38.Who is the next person you will kiss?
- mummy..tunggu die blk keje jap g...
39.How's your heart lately?
- empty.i dunno why... :(
40. when was the last time you were really happy?
- it;s hard to remember ~

cinta ini membunuhku!!

hi peeps,

betul ke cinta itu membunuhku??

ye..btul..cinta ini membunuhku,

cinta ini datang tanpa undangan,

cinta yg buat aku keliru,

cinta yang mampu buat aku kecewa,

ibarat bermain dengan api, 

yang mampu membakar diriku!!

4 for die!

FOUR NAMES THAT FRIENDS CALL YOU
1. kak long
2. aimi
3.ann
4. nadia

FOUR MOST IMPORTANT DATES IN YOUR LIFE :
1. 15 july 1986>>my bday lor..
2. my family bday..
3. 14 february >>>what so important bout this date??huh..!!
4. ntah...3 je kot..

FOUR THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 30 MINUTES
1. texting somebody..
2. talking to kekaseh gelapku..ravi..hahahah
3. talking to lala..
4. baru abis kelas law..

FOUR WAYS TO BE HAPPY
1.absolutely shopping!yeeehaaaaa...
2.have a million of money..pastu leh shopping..
3.make sumone happy
4.smile

FOUR GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE
1. money la..
2. psp
3. hp sony ericsson yg baru..kehkehkeh..
4. a trip of vacation throughout the world!!yahooo...best bangat!

FOUR OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES
1. berangan..
2. mkan..
3. online
4. tido

FOUR PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR VACATION
1. miami
2. paris
3. australia
4. venice

FOUR FAVORITE DRINKS
1. milo ice blended yg sepet buat..nyum2..sedap~
2. apple juice
3. coconut shake...dah lame xminum..
4. air bandung sebab wane pink.hahaha

FOUR THINGS ALWAYS FOUND IN YOUR ROOM
1. bantal
2. teddy bear..
3. tilam
4. selimut

FOUR FAVORITE COLORS
1. pink
2. purple
3. black
4. white

TOP FOUR YOU LOVE SO MUCH
1. family
2. norhazwani bt a. halim..(suke ar tuh..)
3. nydia nadzirah bt ahmad
4. nor erlina bt zulkifli
5. nor faizah bt faudzi
6. my beloved friends~(lorr...dah lebih dr 4 la..)

TOP FOUR REASONS WHY YOU ANSWERED THIS SURVEY
1. im bored..
2. saje jer..
3. xde reason pon sebenarnye..
4. suke ati i la..

TOP FOUR WHO YOU WANT TO ANSWER THIS SURVEY
1. cik lala a.k.a cik personality tv3 yang merindui si U tu~haahhhaha
2. cik iqa.jawab jgn xjwab..
3. shaikh..
4. sesape yg sudi nk jwb la..

u never walk alone~

hi peeps..

it's been a long time not to update my blog.saya ini tersangat bz hinggakan rasenye xcukup 24 hour yg diberikan.huhuhu..xbersyukur langsung.im home rite now..n feel so great being here.walaupon sekejap je tapi xpela..rasenye mcm dah more than a month xbalik.so many thing i missed.bau umah,masakan mummy..(yum..yum..)..cute..family..tv..astro..hahaha.mlm td tgk bola ngn paksu.liverpool n chelsea..rasenye all peeps tau kot yg liverpool kalah.

well, i love to watch the game.it so interesting sampaikan i bleh berjaga sampai pkul 5 pagi.huhuhu..biasela tgk bola,sape yg xmemekak.sepet n abah pon asyik terjage dgr i ngn paksu menjerit2.hahaha..actually, im not a big fan of liverpool.tapi paksu, abah, n aizat dah sokong liverpool, i pon ikut je la..pompuan,cam lalang bile tgk bola ni.yg popular je kenal.dulu pon i sokong man u coz ade beckham..(at that time, i was so in love with him..).tapi i xde la cmtu sgt kot.hehehe.at least i kenal gak football players.ntahla,dari dulu i mmg minat tgk bola.i xde adik beradik lelaki tapi hati ni sendiri fall in love kat football.mase kecik lagi besh,i suke tgk wrestling.ibu n abah cakap since i was kid tau.around 3years old kot i mmg gile tgk wrestling.dorang pon pelik ngn sukan yg i minat ni.huhuhu...

malam tadi, oppss..correction!pagi tadi punye match sgt tough la.liverpool nmpk bersemangat utk kejar goal blk.buktinye ist half dorang mmberi harapan dgn menjaringkan 2 goal.mase tuh paksu dah tarik nafas lega.tp bile 2nd half start, lagi panas game tu.paling best mase liverpool sumbat 2 goal in less than 1 minutes.hebat la gak dorang ni.tp nk wat cmne,lampard dapat balas balik 2 bijik lepas tuh.huhuh..paksu plak dah terduduk.


i ckp kat pak su.."dahla,jom la tido.dah kalah dah ni xpyh tgk la.."


paksu plak jawab.."a real supporter akan tgk game smpai abis even dah tau kalah.."


terdiam la aku.ape leh buat..aku pon tgk gak la sampai abis..aku dapat rasekan,classmates aku msti tgh bersorak gmbire ngn kekalahan liverpool. classmates aku ni ramai man u.aritu mase man u kalah ngn liverpool 4-1,aku n ejat galak giler gelakkan dorang.habib paling tertekan mase tu.hahahah..abu n cat pon bengang je.habib plak siap wat statement tukar chelsea plak.hahahah..lawak la..mase tuh,ejat,faiq n iman la yg plg bangga skali.die hard fan liverpool la katekan..hehehe..

emm..k la,till then.nk mandi la.seharian aku xmandi.save bil air la katekan..tatatititutu~