im so worried..where r u?

morning peeps,

today,wake up early..(actually mmg xleh tido..) coz im worried bout someone yg tibe2 je missing in action.mane plak die menghilang ni??risau btul..already call but he didn't pick up,text him but he never reply..did i do anything wrong?ayoo..pening..sarat betul hotak aku ni ngn mcm2 problem.bila la idup ni nk sunyi tanpa msalah..

p/s : u..plezz don't do this to me..penat ar nk pikir2 lg...if im do anything wrong, plezz forgive me ok..miss ya!

hari yang penat~

hi peeps,

semalam, my mum n nanny wat kenduri sempena menyambut ketibaan ramadan tak lama lagi.huhuhu...ramai gile orang datang.Alhamdulillah la..tapi, quite frust coz im waiting somebody to come but unfortunately, atas sebab2 tertentu die xdapat datang.cian i..dah siap pakai baju kurung tau.huhuhuhu..dari pagi berdebar..last2 xdatang plak..(kepada sesiapa yang terasa,sila memujuk saya.i nk bunga!hehe..) well,quite bz semalam sampai tak berkesempatan utk menjamah sebarang makanan.tau2,dah tertido kat bilik my parent.besh giler...bgn pagi tadi,i ask ibu..

ibu : amboi..sedap tido tuan puteri..
aku : huhuhu..penat ar..ibu tido mane smlm?
ibu : mane lg..luar la.xsampai ati nak kejut awak..

aku pon tersengih2 jela.kesian ibu and abah,sebab anak,sanggup tido luar.sowi mummy..sowi daddy..

arini..petang skit i bawak my beloved nephews and niece g tgk wayang kat klcc(baiknye aunty kan..kn..kan??).nk tgk cite ape..ice age la.aduii...bebudak ni suke ajak i tgk movie yang not up to my taste.tapi daripada dok umah..baik i have fun kat luar.so,tgk punye tgk...besh gak cite ni.hehehe..kelakar yang sampai leh menggelikan hati, ginjal dan usus perut i ni.kehkehkeh..it was a fun movie.sarat dengan mesej dan lawak yang tersendiri.kehkehkeh..n mesej plg penting yang cube disampaikan is friendship..well, it touch my heart beb!

b4 i masuk dalam wayang tu, i dah sound kat bebudak ni."weihh..mak long tido tau japg.korang jgn gaduh2 plak."(sebab last time i bwk anak2 sedare i ni tgk wayang cite transformer,i tido.seb bek xberdengkur..hihihi) tapi at the end, i plak yang terkekek2 melampau.hahaha..sampaikan my niece tanye i lepas kuar wayang tu.."maklong, maklong kate nk tido tadi..tapi nape gelak2?mak long gelak betul2 ke tipu2?"eh budak ni..ade plak gelak tipu2..its real la.hehehehe..

abes tgk wayang, kitorang terus balik umah.malas i nk bwak budak2 ni pusing.dahla rmai orang..kang buatnye bebudak ni ngajak mak long die ni g kino,rabak poket mak long!hahaha..dah la alfulus wal mamfus...plus, i nk simpan duit.nak g langkawi..yuhuuu...sowi ye anak-anak.next time mak long bawak g kino,korang beli la apa yang korg nak ek..

mlm ni, im going back with adek n arm.itupon kalo xde aral melintang la.but all my things belum di pack lg.aduii..rase mls tahap gaban punye nk mengemas barang..k la,till then.nk solat maghrib..anda pon sila la perform ur solat!renung2 kan, selamat beramal!

chow..

tatatititutu~


p/s : (my ricardo alamo..where are u??)

hepi bday to me!!

hi peeps...

hahaha..today is my big day..it's my 23rd bday.dah tua sgt i ni..hurm...ape yg i nk ek?keazaman cmne yg i nk ek??im just asking Allah to give me a very high level of patient and peaceful life.rasenye xsanggup menghadapi bebanan masalah yang menimpa ni seorang diri.hurmm...nk lari,xtau kemana..nk stay...aduh,menyeksa diri!

now i realize,love is just a game.a game for 2.if u have nasib yang baik, u win.if u have nasib xbaik,tergolek dog terus!

sakit??

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xdapat nak bayangkan.sakit yang teramat sangat sampai kadang2 xtertanggung dah.nasib baik iman di hati ni walaupon xbrape nak kuat, tapi still mampu utk buat i berfikir bahawa idop ni masih belum berakhir....~

lucky to have a lot of frens who support me to faced this problems.thanks pal..without u all....i xmampu utk teruskan idup ni lagi..

dan utk si dia.....

i will never n ever n ever forgive u!!!sampai mati pon.......kemaafan xkan ade utk u!

i miss him damn much..

hi peeps..

now im in kl.saje blk mlm tadi.gile skejap otak ni..xtau nape..huhuhu..well,nothing much to say.i just miss him damn much.who??aizat la..even kitorang dok dekat melaka..ibarat dekat tapi jauh..dekat dimata..tapi jauh sgt di hati.sdey la..bile sume ni akan berakhir??i alway hoping this is my scariest nightmare ever.but this is reality.sampai bile kite akan same2 diatas kan..sometimes kene jgk berada di bawah.hadapi ujian Allah dengan penuh kesabaran dan ketenangan.i harap2 sgt sume ini akan berakhir secepat yg mungkin.payah betul melalui setiap hari2 yang sgt mencabar tanpa die di sisi.naseb baik ade kwn2 yang sangat supportive dan memahami.thankz to all my friends.jasa korg sume xdapat i balas.hanya Allah yang mampu membalasnya.

well,mungkin ramai org cakap i bodoh..mmg..xdinafikan..im so stupid still waiting for him to chance.but i believe in one thing.Allah akan memberi ganjaran kepada hamba-Nya yang bersabar.ini hanya ujian kepada hamba-Nya yang disygi.i patut bersyukur sebab sekurang2nya i tau Allah sygkan i.sebab itu Allah hadiahkan this wonderful gift for me.thank Allah..

i still on with aizat even he asking me to be just friend.nope!i will not accept this.i know, die meminta itu tanpa kerelaan hatinya.sebab setiap kali he said that, he's not looking my eyes and mata die berkaca2..he just want to block his feeling to me.he still love me.really love me.i believe in that.it just hati die memberontak and nk doing something but he can't.so im the victim.but it's ok baby..im still be with u.di dalam suka ataupon duka..i'll support u as much as i can.

i hope everybody who read this entry will pray for me.pray for him n pray for our happiness.plez gives us moral support and hope that we will back together even it takes so much time.i will wait till my last breath..

hey aizat..remember that my heart and my soul is just for u!jgn nk suruh i cari lelaki lain yg lebih deserve me.the only man who deserve me is YOU!remember that..love u damn much babe!

im back!

hola peeps,

lame sgt xupdate blog kan.ini semua kerana i sgtla bz kerja..lalalala kerja...bak kate lala, i ni kumpul duit nk shopping kat indon tapi harap maklum ye cik lala, abu shah ckp xleh trip keluar negara.so terpaksela aku abiskan duit aku shoping di dlm negara ni.lagipon esok megasale dah start.huhuhu..hepi2..akhirnya dapatla i shoping dengan hepinye..

ops..oleh kerana dah lame sgt xonline n jenguk blog,xperasan plak lala telah tag i..mari kite setlekan tag die ni..

Anda rasa anda Hot?
of course baby..im hot rite now...hot di dlm dan hot di luar..lebih hangat dari biasa tau.!!


Upload gambar kegemaran anda?
sowi...ini bkn lappy i.so xleh la nk upload..

Kenapa anda suka gambar ini?
xleh jwb soklan ni..

Bila kali terakhir makan pizza??
erm..last 3 weeks kot.mkn dominos pizza.sedap bangat..

Selain nama sendiri, anda suka di panggil ape??
1. aimi - ni kwn2 sekolah je yg panggil.
2. ann - ni kwn2 uitm yg panggil
3. kak long - my family used this..
4. nadia - some of my family used this..kwn2 kat shell pon gune nama ni..
5. kak long cun - ni makteh n family je yg gune.cun bkn bermaksud cantik.tapi cun tu dari ayat jepun..xtau nape mak teh paggil i cmni..tapi lantak la..
6. syg - rasenye u all tau kot sape je yg pggil i cmni..but lately......arghh...forget it..

ok,rasenye sume soklan lala telah terjwb..b4 i end up today's blog,ni ade 1 lirik lagu yg emm...ntahla,enjoy this song!

Rossa – Hati Yang Kau Sakiti

jangan pernah katakan bahwa
cintamu hanya untukku
karna kini kau telah membaginya

* maafkan bila memang kini
harus kutinggalkan dirimu
karna hatiku selalu kau lukai

** tak ada lagi yang bisa ku lakukan tanpamu
ku hanya bisa mengatakan apa yang ku rasa

reff:
ku menangis membayangkan
betapa kejamnya dirimu atas diriku
kau duakan cinta ini
kau pergi bersamanya

ku menangis melepaskan
kepergian dirimu dari sisi hidupku
harus slalu kau tahu
aku lah hati yang telah kau sakiti

repeat *, **
repeat reff

ku menangis
harus slalu kau tahu
aku lah hati yang telah kau sakiti

sorry, lagu ni ade skit2 kene mengena ngn diri ini..tp ade yg xberkenaan pun..yang penting, hati ini telah dilukai!

k,tatatititutu~

about me!

1. Name. Age. Gender?

- aimi nadiah.going to be 23.female

2. What is ur current favourite song?

- my confession by afgan

3. Why?
- i don't have any reason to love it.it just suit my ears!

4. What describes your relationship situation?
- hm..biase jer..

5. Where were you three hours ago?
- pasar keramat beli kuih...(patutla gemok...)

6. What was the last movie you saw?
- hmm..twilight.(actually dah million times kot tgk movie ni..)

7. What was the last food you ate?
- kuih corn custard..my fsveret yg br dibeli di pasar keramat..

8. Last surprise
- 3 days ago..im surprised by aizat behavior..he's totally different now.. :(

9. Who was your last conversation with?
- mak yong..

10.Ever been out without underwear on?
- time kecik2 dulu kot..let me ask my mummy..

11.Color of your shirt now?
- white..

12.What is your middle name?
- do i have middle name?nadiah kot..

13.Ever been to the beach at night?
- of course..it so relax to hear the music of nature..(teringat mase kat langkawi with aizat.. :(

14.Are you a bad influence?
- somebody say it to me..n im so upset with her...

15.What was the last argument you had about?
- with aizat..we argue a lot.n make me sad.. :(

16.Rather have your name or your siblings name?
- kak long cun..

17.Do you love someone right now?
- yup.my family,my fren,n aizat..

18.Do they love you back?
- what u ask me?ask them la..!

19.Favorite colors?
- pink..pink for princess like me!hahaha

20.Ever held a baby?
- yup..i hope i have my own.hhuhu~

21.What song are you listening ryt now?
- nothing..i answering this question..

22.Wear glasses?
- yup.n decided 2  try contact lens after this..

23.Last thing someone bought for you?
-  hmm..i dunno..i dont need anybodt sympathy to buy anything for me..

24.Does your best friend have a friendster?
- yup.die mmg antu fwenster

25.Whose page did you visit last?
- wani..minah giler.ahahah

27.Next event you're going to?
- event msak memasak la..dah nk mlm ni..japg mummy n daddy blk keje gerenti lapar..

28.Do you have one or more Britney Spears CDs?
- ade.lagu yg prereogative kot..dah lama sgt.given by abg roshan..thanks bro!

29.Best and worse event you've ever been to?
-  best>>sport day time kat kedah..i was fun..
- worse-> ntah..lupe..

30.Emo or Scene?
- emo..n i dont like it..

31.Do you sing in the car?
- yup.i ske nyanyi

32.Do you ever sing in the shower?
- tu tempat karaoke paling best ever!

33.What track are u listening ryt now?
- huh!takde coz sound lappy i rosak..

34.Last person to tell you they loved you?
-  aizat.just now..

35.Do you think they meant it?
-  dulu yes.now..hmmm..im wondering~

36.Last person spoke to on the phone?
- aizat.we settled our conflict!

37.Do you like to dance?
- yup.i kinda like it so much!

38.Who is the next person you will kiss?
- mummy..tunggu die blk keje jap g...
39.How's your heart lately?
- empty.i dunno why... :(
40. when was the last time you were really happy?
- it;s hard to remember ~

cinta ini membunuhku!!

hi peeps,

betul ke cinta itu membunuhku??

ye..btul..cinta ini membunuhku,

cinta ini datang tanpa undangan,

cinta yg buat aku keliru,

cinta yang mampu buat aku kecewa,

ibarat bermain dengan api, 

yang mampu membakar diriku!!