skrip 7707~

hi peeps..

im here again..

lalalala...rase senang sgt hati ni..xtau nape.kehkehkeh..mmg la senang hati.pagi tadi skip clas..hahaha..suke ati je kan..rase mcm dah kembali ke zaman diploma kat kedah dulu.suka sgt xdtg kelas..last2 result melingkup.

oppsss------------>>

no..no..no...

xmungkin i akan melingkupkan result utk degree ini.this is my last sem..so i wanna keep my result as good as i wish..cume perlu tambah 0.05 jer utk i lulus dengan cemerlang.hey peeps out there..plezz pray for me yar!

hmm..petang kang nk g nonton wayang sama teman2 gue..cite ape??hahahaha..dah la penakut tahap gaban..ade hati nak tengok cite skrip 7707.ala..cite antu terbaru tu..smlm i ask my classmate, wani...ajak die g skali..i text her la..

i : oitss..jom tgk skrip nk x?

wani : aiyoo...already tgk la..sowi..

i : how's the movie?

wani : thumbs up!terbaik dowh..

tetibe i rase kecut2 perut plak nk g tgk..i ni species yg penakut tahap gaban and for sure japg kalo i jd tgk cite ni..bahu paah akan menjadi mangsa..kehkehkeh..bersiap sedia la sis..dengarla jeritan batinku jap g...

hurm..lately,financial status xbrape nk terbaik la..skejap je dah surut duit dalam bank.nk mintak MBF a.k.a mak bapak finance...cam xsampai ati plak.huhuhu..xpela..i cut my food la..lagipon memang i dah xmkn sangat skang.biase la..skang ni i tgh dalam rejim diet..so far..dah 10 kg berat i turun since last 2 month after suffered a lot!huhuhu..i dah target nk berat 54kg and need to cut another few kgs.pastu baru la dapat berat idaman.tapi tu la..dah lama xg jog.dulu..every evening g jog along sungai melaka yg mempunyai scenery yg sangat nyaman.tapi sem ni i still xpkai lg my sport shoes.huhuhu..

hurmmm...i ingat japg nk cari iron rambut..since i do rebonding last 2 weeks, xpernah iron lg.my housemates dah tegur rambut i ade bekas2 ikat rambut.kehkehkeh..malas betul nk jaga.dulu beria sgt nk rebonding..some people ask me..do u want to free hair??

i answered.."definitely NO!"

people xpaham taw..kdg2,we do something bukan nk tunjuk2 kat orang..we do it for kepuasan diri..even i jenis bertudung tapi ape slhnya i nk rebonding pon kan??kan??kan??i already put some colour to my hair but so far..hanya housemates and family je dah tgk..mase 1st time mummy ngn daddy cool tgk..dorg mengucap panjang.siap complaint kate xcantik la..xsesuai la..the one before is much better la..well..sebab dah dilahirkan degil dan xdgr cakap..i pekakkan je telinga.lagipon..i buat ni pon gune duit gaji i mase wat part time job last holiday..

lawak gile mase kenduri aritu..my besh friend,cik hazwani datang and 1st time see me with new hair..die gelak giler2 baby!

i : aii..melampau gile ko gelak.apehal?huduh sgt ke rambut aku ni?

wani : bukan la wei..nampak giler ar ayu..dah hilang kebrutallan ko..hahaha..(continue gelak

tanpa menghiraukan tetamu yang memandang..)
i : ala..skali skala tukar image pe slhnye..cantik ke?huhuhu

wani : cantik ar..nampak ayu giler wei..serius ni.bkn nk bodek..



hihihih..nmpaknye ade gak respon positif tapi i perasan..org yg bg respon negative ni org2 tua.like my parent..my nanny..tapi my aunty n uncle,cousin..sume bg komen positif.nampak muda la..sweet la..cute la..hahahaha..perasaan plak aku ni!!bukan nk berlagak...tp ni yg dorg ckp..i kene la tulis..kehkehkeh..

tapi paling besh mase i approach my sweet cousin yg berumur 2 tahun.nama die dhania..she is a die hard fan of upin n ipin...selalunye,dhania akan panggil i kaklong gemuk..tapi when i approach her that nite..she call me kak long comel sambil tangan die main rambut i.hahahaha...

ape moral of the story??>>>

moral of the story..budak2 xpandai nk menipu.so accept jela what she said.kahkahkah...

wah..ni dah mcm riak ni...astaga..cik aimi nadiah..sile kembali ke dunia yang nyata.well..for me..cantik luaran tiada maknanya..walaupon sume org ckp kite cantik skalipon...tapi kalo hati buruk n xcantik,apelah maknanya kan??some people ask me...ko berubah ni nak attract guys ke as i pon dah solo skang..

my answer-------------->"nope!i just doing it utk kepuasan diri sendiri.."

x di nafikan...since solo ni,ade gak lelaki2 yg cube menagih cinta dari i.but for this time being..im so trauma to love and be loved again!gila trauma..even sampai i xleh nk percaya any single word said by men.aduii...i know,1 hari nnt,i kene kawin pon ngn lelaki tapi rasenye skang ni malas kot nk pk..bagi seekor burung yang baru jatuh dari dahan yang rapuh dan patah sayapnya...die nk terbang setinggi yang boleh membelah awan bebas di angkasa..and when the time die penat dan lelah...die akan kembali berpaut pada dahan yang kuat agar die xjatuh lg..and it same goes to me..i wanna fly high..freedom...but at one time nanti,i akan kembali turun berpaut pada seseorang yang InsyaAllah,will take a gud care of me..n i hoping so!

skang...hati ni dah berkecai..mcm kaca yang jatuh di lantai..mungkin mengambil mase utk mencantumkannya kembali..

k la..nk blk..xsbr nk g pahlawan mall..tgk skrip 7707.kalo nk taw pasal cite ni..c u tomorrow~

tatatititutu~

men alwayzzzz like that!

hi peeps,

today emosi agak terganggu after received myspace message from somebody.aduii..kenape la agak sukar nak get rid all this thing from my life?tertekan betul la..apepon..life must goes on kan??walaupon payah..terpaksa la i harungi segala dugaan ni.most important thing, i believe this is the best ever gift from Allah coz i know Allah loves me.that's why Allah uji i sebegini berat.and as hamba yang sgt kerdil lagi hina...i should gone through all this with patient and hoping that this will be ok soon.tapi i sangat wondering..begitu cepat he change his love and forget all the memories that we've created together for the past 4 years?mcm tu skali..senang sgt bg die.all men are like this ke??maybe because of less emotional kot..that why they easily change.opss..sorry to men outside who read my blog.this is what im going through.my experience.but i admit ade gak women yg wat cmni...so it is like fair and square la.

hurmm...dah mlas nk pk bende sedih2 ni..what past is past.i will never look back.huhuhu..all my friends say i ni kuat.im a strong women.im not even crying when i know that he have another gurl in his life. well,i don't know where this strength comes from.it just me myself who develop a strong wall between me n him after all this happened.why should i cry?it never benefited me as well. i don't even hope that he will come back to me.buat ape kan?once he can do it,he can do it another times.plus,i think im deserve a good man rather than him.for me,he is just a piece of shit!hihihi...(berbakul2 aku nyumpah..but i think he deserve it!kehkehkeh)

so, i hope sape2 yg penah merasai pengalaman cam i ni,plez be strong.jgn mudah mengalah.the thing that u should think most is u urself.kite penat pk psal org len..tapi he/she not even think of us kan..lagi sedap enjoy ade la.so why should u let urself down and hurt?enjoy ur life..enjoy being with people who loves u and try to loves them.i admit, sometimes ade terkenang gak memories tu tapi cube utk x melayan sgt memories tu sume..it only kill u!

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huh!penat luahkan perasaan..jom kite cite pasal sweet things plak..hurmm...1st n foremost,i nk wish happy 23rd besday to my dear fren..shahrul amri a.k.a arm..(kekadang i panggil die nubhan.ekekeke..nk taw nape?cube tgk gmbr die ni ek..)

hah..same tak?mcm nubhan kan?kalo die wat muke elok skit,sejibik cam nubhan taw.die ni mmg org nogori tapi die slalu bg statement yg die xde kene mengena or having pertalian darah ngn nubhan pon.hahahaha..apepon..happy besday arm.hope ko success and happy with ur future life.may Allah bless u my friend!tapi tu la, dah la arini bday die...die plak demam teruk.

huh!H1N1 kah??

ntahla..ari ahad aritu dalam keta die ngn adek mmg nmpak cam agak letih.cian dorg..nasib baik g klinik smlm dorg dapat mc 2hari.beshnye...xpyh g kelas..huhuhuhu...tp mcm dok umah lg bosan jer...ekekekeke..

ok la peeps, byk sgt ngarut dah ni..msti agak bosan kan nk bc pjg2 ni..kehkehkeh..c u tomorrow..

tatatititutu~

im so worried..where r u?

morning peeps,

today,wake up early..(actually mmg xleh tido..) coz im worried bout someone yg tibe2 je missing in action.mane plak die menghilang ni??risau btul..already call but he didn't pick up,text him but he never reply..did i do anything wrong?ayoo..pening..sarat betul hotak aku ni ngn mcm2 problem.bila la idup ni nk sunyi tanpa msalah..

p/s : u..plezz don't do this to me..penat ar nk pikir2 lg...if im do anything wrong, plezz forgive me ok..miss ya!

hari yang penat~

hi peeps,

semalam, my mum n nanny wat kenduri sempena menyambut ketibaan ramadan tak lama lagi.huhuhu...ramai gile orang datang.Alhamdulillah la..tapi, quite frust coz im waiting somebody to come but unfortunately, atas sebab2 tertentu die xdapat datang.cian i..dah siap pakai baju kurung tau.huhuhuhu..dari pagi berdebar..last2 xdatang plak..(kepada sesiapa yang terasa,sila memujuk saya.i nk bunga!hehe..) well,quite bz semalam sampai tak berkesempatan utk menjamah sebarang makanan.tau2,dah tertido kat bilik my parent.besh giler...bgn pagi tadi,i ask ibu..

ibu : amboi..sedap tido tuan puteri..
aku : huhuhu..penat ar..ibu tido mane smlm?
ibu : mane lg..luar la.xsampai ati nak kejut awak..

aku pon tersengih2 jela.kesian ibu and abah,sebab anak,sanggup tido luar.sowi mummy..sowi daddy..

arini..petang skit i bawak my beloved nephews and niece g tgk wayang kat klcc(baiknye aunty kan..kn..kan??).nk tgk cite ape..ice age la.aduii...bebudak ni suke ajak i tgk movie yang not up to my taste.tapi daripada dok umah..baik i have fun kat luar.so,tgk punye tgk...besh gak cite ni.hehehe..kelakar yang sampai leh menggelikan hati, ginjal dan usus perut i ni.kehkehkeh..it was a fun movie.sarat dengan mesej dan lawak yang tersendiri.kehkehkeh..n mesej plg penting yang cube disampaikan is friendship..well, it touch my heart beb!

b4 i masuk dalam wayang tu, i dah sound kat bebudak ni."weihh..mak long tido tau japg.korang jgn gaduh2 plak."(sebab last time i bwk anak2 sedare i ni tgk wayang cite transformer,i tido.seb bek xberdengkur..hihihi) tapi at the end, i plak yang terkekek2 melampau.hahaha..sampaikan my niece tanye i lepas kuar wayang tu.."maklong, maklong kate nk tido tadi..tapi nape gelak2?mak long gelak betul2 ke tipu2?"eh budak ni..ade plak gelak tipu2..its real la.hehehehe..

abes tgk wayang, kitorang terus balik umah.malas i nk bwak budak2 ni pusing.dahla rmai orang..kang buatnye bebudak ni ngajak mak long die ni g kino,rabak poket mak long!hahaha..dah la alfulus wal mamfus...plus, i nk simpan duit.nak g langkawi..yuhuuu...sowi ye anak-anak.next time mak long bawak g kino,korang beli la apa yang korg nak ek..

mlm ni, im going back with adek n arm.itupon kalo xde aral melintang la.but all my things belum di pack lg.aduii..rase mls tahap gaban punye nk mengemas barang..k la,till then.nk solat maghrib..anda pon sila la perform ur solat!renung2 kan, selamat beramal!

chow..

tatatititutu~


p/s : (my ricardo alamo..where are u??)

hepi bday to me!!

hi peeps...

hahaha..today is my big day..it's my 23rd bday.dah tua sgt i ni..hurm...ape yg i nk ek?keazaman cmne yg i nk ek??im just asking Allah to give me a very high level of patient and peaceful life.rasenye xsanggup menghadapi bebanan masalah yang menimpa ni seorang diri.hurmm...nk lari,xtau kemana..nk stay...aduh,menyeksa diri!

now i realize,love is just a game.a game for 2.if u have nasib yang baik, u win.if u have nasib xbaik,tergolek dog terus!

sakit??

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xdapat nak bayangkan.sakit yang teramat sangat sampai kadang2 xtertanggung dah.nasib baik iman di hati ni walaupon xbrape nak kuat, tapi still mampu utk buat i berfikir bahawa idop ni masih belum berakhir....~

lucky to have a lot of frens who support me to faced this problems.thanks pal..without u all....i xmampu utk teruskan idup ni lagi..

dan utk si dia.....

i will never n ever n ever forgive u!!!sampai mati pon.......kemaafan xkan ade utk u!

i miss him damn much..

hi peeps..

now im in kl.saje blk mlm tadi.gile skejap otak ni..xtau nape..huhuhu..well,nothing much to say.i just miss him damn much.who??aizat la..even kitorang dok dekat melaka..ibarat dekat tapi jauh..dekat dimata..tapi jauh sgt di hati.sdey la..bile sume ni akan berakhir??i alway hoping this is my scariest nightmare ever.but this is reality.sampai bile kite akan same2 diatas kan..sometimes kene jgk berada di bawah.hadapi ujian Allah dengan penuh kesabaran dan ketenangan.i harap2 sgt sume ini akan berakhir secepat yg mungkin.payah betul melalui setiap hari2 yang sgt mencabar tanpa die di sisi.naseb baik ade kwn2 yang sangat supportive dan memahami.thankz to all my friends.jasa korg sume xdapat i balas.hanya Allah yang mampu membalasnya.

well,mungkin ramai org cakap i bodoh..mmg..xdinafikan..im so stupid still waiting for him to chance.but i believe in one thing.Allah akan memberi ganjaran kepada hamba-Nya yang bersabar.ini hanya ujian kepada hamba-Nya yang disygi.i patut bersyukur sebab sekurang2nya i tau Allah sygkan i.sebab itu Allah hadiahkan this wonderful gift for me.thank Allah..

i still on with aizat even he asking me to be just friend.nope!i will not accept this.i know, die meminta itu tanpa kerelaan hatinya.sebab setiap kali he said that, he's not looking my eyes and mata die berkaca2..he just want to block his feeling to me.he still love me.really love me.i believe in that.it just hati die memberontak and nk doing something but he can't.so im the victim.but it's ok baby..im still be with u.di dalam suka ataupon duka..i'll support u as much as i can.

i hope everybody who read this entry will pray for me.pray for him n pray for our happiness.plez gives us moral support and hope that we will back together even it takes so much time.i will wait till my last breath..

hey aizat..remember that my heart and my soul is just for u!jgn nk suruh i cari lelaki lain yg lebih deserve me.the only man who deserve me is YOU!remember that..love u damn much babe!

im back!

hola peeps,

lame sgt xupdate blog kan.ini semua kerana i sgtla bz kerja..lalalala kerja...bak kate lala, i ni kumpul duit nk shopping kat indon tapi harap maklum ye cik lala, abu shah ckp xleh trip keluar negara.so terpaksela aku abiskan duit aku shoping di dlm negara ni.lagipon esok megasale dah start.huhuhu..hepi2..akhirnya dapatla i shoping dengan hepinye..

ops..oleh kerana dah lame sgt xonline n jenguk blog,xperasan plak lala telah tag i..mari kite setlekan tag die ni..

Anda rasa anda Hot?
of course baby..im hot rite now...hot di dlm dan hot di luar..lebih hangat dari biasa tau.!!


Upload gambar kegemaran anda?
sowi...ini bkn lappy i.so xleh la nk upload..

Kenapa anda suka gambar ini?
xleh jwb soklan ni..

Bila kali terakhir makan pizza??
erm..last 3 weeks kot.mkn dominos pizza.sedap bangat..

Selain nama sendiri, anda suka di panggil ape??
1. aimi - ni kwn2 sekolah je yg panggil.
2. ann - ni kwn2 uitm yg panggil
3. kak long - my family used this..
4. nadia - some of my family used this..kwn2 kat shell pon gune nama ni..
5. kak long cun - ni makteh n family je yg gune.cun bkn bermaksud cantik.tapi cun tu dari ayat jepun..xtau nape mak teh paggil i cmni..tapi lantak la..
6. syg - rasenye u all tau kot sape je yg pggil i cmni..but lately......arghh...forget it..

ok,rasenye sume soklan lala telah terjwb..b4 i end up today's blog,ni ade 1 lirik lagu yg emm...ntahla,enjoy this song!

Rossa – Hati Yang Kau Sakiti

jangan pernah katakan bahwa
cintamu hanya untukku
karna kini kau telah membaginya

* maafkan bila memang kini
harus kutinggalkan dirimu
karna hatiku selalu kau lukai

** tak ada lagi yang bisa ku lakukan tanpamu
ku hanya bisa mengatakan apa yang ku rasa

reff:
ku menangis membayangkan
betapa kejamnya dirimu atas diriku
kau duakan cinta ini
kau pergi bersamanya

ku menangis melepaskan
kepergian dirimu dari sisi hidupku
harus slalu kau tahu
aku lah hati yang telah kau sakiti

repeat *, **
repeat reff

ku menangis
harus slalu kau tahu
aku lah hati yang telah kau sakiti

sorry, lagu ni ade skit2 kene mengena ngn diri ini..tp ade yg xberkenaan pun..yang penting, hati ini telah dilukai!

k,tatatititutu~