i miss him damn much..

hi peeps..

now im in kl.saje blk mlm tadi.gile skejap otak ni..xtau nape..huhuhu..well,nothing much to say.i just miss him damn much.who??aizat la..even kitorang dok dekat melaka..ibarat dekat tapi jauh..dekat dimata..tapi jauh sgt di hati.sdey la..bile sume ni akan berakhir??i alway hoping this is my scariest nightmare ever.but this is reality.sampai bile kite akan same2 diatas kan..sometimes kene jgk berada di bawah.hadapi ujian Allah dengan penuh kesabaran dan ketenangan.i harap2 sgt sume ini akan berakhir secepat yg mungkin.payah betul melalui setiap hari2 yang sgt mencabar tanpa die di sisi.naseb baik ade kwn2 yang sangat supportive dan memahami.thankz to all my friends.jasa korg sume xdapat i balas.hanya Allah yang mampu membalasnya.

well,mungkin ramai org cakap i bodoh..mmg..xdinafikan..im so stupid still waiting for him to chance.but i believe in one thing.Allah akan memberi ganjaran kepada hamba-Nya yang bersabar.ini hanya ujian kepada hamba-Nya yang disygi.i patut bersyukur sebab sekurang2nya i tau Allah sygkan i.sebab itu Allah hadiahkan this wonderful gift for me.thank Allah..

i still on with aizat even he asking me to be just friend.nope!i will not accept this.i know, die meminta itu tanpa kerelaan hatinya.sebab setiap kali he said that, he's not looking my eyes and mata die berkaca2..he just want to block his feeling to me.he still love me.really love me.i believe in that.it just hati die memberontak and nk doing something but he can't.so im the victim.but it's ok baby..im still be with u.di dalam suka ataupon duka..i'll support u as much as i can.

i hope everybody who read this entry will pray for me.pray for him n pray for our happiness.plez gives us moral support and hope that we will back together even it takes so much time.i will wait till my last breath..

hey aizat..remember that my heart and my soul is just for u!jgn nk suruh i cari lelaki lain yg lebih deserve me.the only man who deserve me is YOU!remember that..love u damn much babe!