sakitnye hati!!

hi!!

today,early in de morning i dh skit hati..tp sakit hati ni i yg cr sndr pdn muke..but then i remember my lecturer said mulakan hari dgn senyuman..i tried to smile but not as sweet as usual..hahahaha..perasan btul..maybe ckp org btul,jgn bercinta waktu belajar..dulu..i was so lonely cos i dont have special ones but today i realize,it more happier if u dont have one.kalo yg ade pon menyakitkan hati kan...sometimes, i wanna be single n available again.no problem,no hurting n no more love.but then when i saw my friend with their love ones,i feel i wanna be like them.there someone who can support u,someone who loves u,someone will comfort u whenever u down...arrghhhh...bengang btul..sakit hati sgt..ble tgk muke die lg sakit hati tp nk wat cmne..dah syg...am i rite to make such a stupid decision???