men alwayzzzz like that!

hi peeps,

today emosi agak terganggu after received myspace message from somebody.aduii..kenape la agak sukar nak get rid all this thing from my life?tertekan betul la..apepon..life must goes on kan??walaupon payah..terpaksa la i harungi segala dugaan ni.most important thing, i believe this is the best ever gift from Allah coz i know Allah loves me.that's why Allah uji i sebegini berat.and as hamba yang sgt kerdil lagi hina...i should gone through all this with patient and hoping that this will be ok soon.tapi i sangat wondering..begitu cepat he change his love and forget all the memories that we've created together for the past 4 years?mcm tu skali..senang sgt bg die.all men are like this ke??maybe because of less emotional kot..that why they easily change.opss..sorry to men outside who read my blog.this is what im going through.my experience.but i admit ade gak women yg wat cmni...so it is like fair and square la.

hurmm...dah mlas nk pk bende sedih2 ni..what past is past.i will never look back.huhuhu..all my friends say i ni kuat.im a strong women.im not even crying when i know that he have another gurl in his life. well,i don't know where this strength comes from.it just me myself who develop a strong wall between me n him after all this happened.why should i cry?it never benefited me as well. i don't even hope that he will come back to me.buat ape kan?once he can do it,he can do it another times.plus,i think im deserve a good man rather than him.for me,he is just a piece of shit!hihihi...(berbakul2 aku nyumpah..but i think he deserve it!kehkehkeh)

so, i hope sape2 yg penah merasai pengalaman cam i ni,plez be strong.jgn mudah mengalah.the thing that u should think most is u urself.kite penat pk psal org len..tapi he/she not even think of us kan..lagi sedap enjoy ade la.so why should u let urself down and hurt?enjoy ur life..enjoy being with people who loves u and try to loves them.i admit, sometimes ade terkenang gak memories tu tapi cube utk x melayan sgt memories tu sume..it only kill u!

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huh!penat luahkan perasaan..jom kite cite pasal sweet things plak..hurmm...1st n foremost,i nk wish happy 23rd besday to my dear fren..shahrul amri a.k.a arm..(kekadang i panggil die nubhan.ekekeke..nk taw nape?cube tgk gmbr die ni ek..)

hah..same tak?mcm nubhan kan?kalo die wat muke elok skit,sejibik cam nubhan taw.die ni mmg org nogori tapi die slalu bg statement yg die xde kene mengena or having pertalian darah ngn nubhan pon.hahahaha..apepon..happy besday arm.hope ko success and happy with ur future life.may Allah bless u my friend!tapi tu la, dah la arini bday die...die plak demam teruk.

huh!H1N1 kah??

ntahla..ari ahad aritu dalam keta die ngn adek mmg nmpak cam agak letih.cian dorg..nasib baik g klinik smlm dorg dapat mc 2hari.beshnye...xpyh g kelas..huhuhuhu...tp mcm dok umah lg bosan jer...ekekekeke..

ok la peeps, byk sgt ngarut dah ni..msti agak bosan kan nk bc pjg2 ni..kehkehkeh..c u tomorrow..

tatatititutu~